On Being Gifted in a Way That Isn’t Fast
I have spent most of my life feeling both aligned with and strangely out of phase with the standard definitions of intelligence. I have the test scores—high IQ, strong abstract reasoning, the usual statistical markers—but they have never felt like the right description of what is actually happening inside my mind. When I read Claus Volko’s article, “What is the real difference between average and gifted individuals?,” I felt an immediate recognition with the author’s claim about giftedness, that is, it being qualitatively different and generally and rather strangely, quantitatively higher. It was as if someone had finally articulated the quiet discrepancy I had lived with for decades. My processing speed has always been slower than average. I do not excel at rapid-fire tasks, timed drills, or anything that rewards instantaneous recall. My rote memory is serviceable but not impressive. In school, this often made me look less capable than I was. I could understand the underlying str...